Do. Better.
October 27, 2022
…•fck you, you fat btch• a stranger yelled at me last night as I walked past a driveway she was trying to pull into without a turn signal on, after literally flying down the road…I questioned, “why is this human slowing down right where i am?” aware of my surroundings as most humans are walking where motor vehicles are operating…
As one woman to another…First off..Do better. And why…WHY is your reaction of anger to 1. Call another woman a bitch 2. Call another woman fat or comment on her appearance….Just. Do. Better.
And I KNOW the reasoning…It’s projection of the shit SHE has going on…BUT….WOW As a former human who was fat and now as a 34yr old adult woman struggling with hormonal issues, unexplained weight gain I cant lose thats been unanswered for a year, with hair loss & all my bloodwork coming back normal…I choose to not let your naïve unnecessary reaction impact me further more than that moment of sickening shock. I was so blown away by the elevated reaction that I KNEW i had to remain calm, grounded, communicative and responsive because this human clearly was not in that state…
After her few choice words and my response of basically, “do better as a human in many aspects, including your driving and communication cause this is unacceptable and sad.” i walked away with my heart pounding & my stomach in a knot, but now with a brief moment of sadness for this human who obviously has something going on, if THIS was her reaction..And i wish you ALL the love & light sister, but I am not even closeeee to available for your fuckery trying to bring me down, upset me or bother me in any aspect besides that moment of pure shock.
Hurt humans, hurt humans. The human I used to be was hurting and would’ve reacted back with WORDS THAT COULD HURT…I too can be locked, loaded and ready to lash out, BUT i choose to respond and do things differently these days because I know it FEELS BETTER than the alternative of before.
>> I am so proud of myself, truly, for my slowed down conscious aware response vs. a shocked, taking shit personal, emotionally charged, elevated reaction, stooping to her level of gross energy 🙃🙄 Not. Today. Joyce. Not today. ✌️💃🏻🌈✨ #beanicehuman
